31 January 2014 - Memory yang hilang

A few months ago, well actually quite some time ago, I was disappointed when abah lost my photos...
Bukan la hilang... more like misplaced..
Coz bila dia pinjam my camera, he transferred all of the photos to his laptop/external hard disk...
Then bila aku mintak nak save, he couldnt find it.. And he said he might have mistakenly deleted them...
I was crushed. Coz ada gambar raya 2012...
It was not just any ordinary raya...
It was our last Aidilfitri with Arwah Tok Ba... My beloved father-in-law...

After some time, I got over it... nak buat camne... dah nak hilang...
But brought myself my very own external hard disk.. lepas encik daddy dah format alll of my memories since Qis was a baby.. and then abah lost my photos... I learned my lesson.. I need my own back-up storage.

Anyway, a couple of weeks ago Abah got a new lappy...
So I la yang dapat his old lappy... I complained to him once 'gaji ribu-ribu tapi takde lapy'...sambil buat muka sedih... I guess he remembers.. :P

Godek godek godek, I found them!
My lost photos! Photos of Aidilfitri 2012 with arwah Tok Ba...
Oh my God I am sooo happy!
I immediately transferred them to my Seagate...


This is one of my favorite photo...

Yep. I'm sensitive when it comes to memorabilia, photos and stuff like that...
Memories are just so important to me...

XoXo


24 January 2014 - God bless her



This is my ibu...
The woman who gave birth to me and raised me with lotsa love...
She used to have something like bipolar disorder...
There were times when she will just spent the days lying on her bed...wont eat, wont sleep, wont get out of the bed...
Then there were times when she will so active, she wont sleep...she will talk a lot, about the past mostly... until she loses her voice...
After a few months... sometimes weeks... she will go back to being passive again...

After a few months of being passive, a couple of weeks ago she went active again...
But this time its not the same as before...
She started to forget things....
She started talking to herself... she claims that someone was there... but no one was...
And I am worried about her...
All I can do is pray for her...
Hope for the best and try to be patience with her...

I hope she will recover from this illness-whatever it is...

Not so XoXo

18 January 2014 - I need rest...

He needs strength to get better...
Qaiser masih demam...
:(
Get well soon my love...

I was this close to taking him to Prince Court today...
But then I thought lets give him one more day...
Kalau esok tak baik jugak, Ill take him to the hospital...

Lack of sleep...

Not so XoXo

16 January 2014 - Damn viral!!

Tak tau la nak rasa tension ke, stress ke, penat ke....
Last Sunday masa buat birthday party Qaiser, Qis demam...
After 2 days Alhamdulillah... dah baik...
Tetibe Qaiser demam lagi...
Yang susah nye sebab Qaiser tak nak makan ubat...!!
Arghhh stress guwe...

Dulu masa dia kekecik campur ubat dlm susu, settle...
sekarang dah pandai rasa.... dia rasa pelik skit dia takmo minum... Adoilaa..

So aku tak bleh bagi ubat klinik...
aku try panadol tuk kanak-kanak...
Hancurkan, masuk dlm susu...
Dia minum la jugak... tapi sebab demam, selera pun xde.. so dia minum separuh je...
tak tau la cukup x dos ubat tu masuk dlm badan dia...
Aku cuma bleh berharap je whatever went into his system us enough...

Hari Isnin dah EL coz Qis demam...
Today dengan muka tak malunye aku mintak cuti half day kat boss...
Nasib baik dia bagi walaupun muka macam x berapa nak ikhlas...
Thanks boss.. ikhlas ke tak ikhlas ke belakang citer..
janji aku boleh balik...
Lap badan Qaiser.. masak bubur untuk dia...
Qis balik sekolah tadi pun aku amik sebab badan dia pun macam suam-suam balik pagi tadi...
tapi aku suruh gak gi skolah...
La ni dua-dua tengah tidur...
Tidurlah sayang-sayang ku...
Biar cepat baik demam dan selsema tu...

Encik Virus... pergi lah main jauh-jauh...

Not so xOXo...

14 January 2014 - He is 3!

He came into this world exactly 3 years ago at 1.03am on a Friday...
Ever since that moment he never fail to brightened our lives with his laugh and smile....
And I cant ever imagine living in this world without him...
Today he is blessed that he gets to share his birthday with Muhammad SAW...
May he be blessed with good akhlak...And all of the happiness in dunia & akhirat...

Sayang Qaiser Nasr!










XoXo

13 January 2015 - Cars

Alhamdulillah selesai jugak birthday party untuk Qaiser..
memang penat... but being around family and friends made it all worth it....
Qis sampai demam...

Well actually semalam lagi dah demam... tapi dia kuatkan jugak sebab nak main dengan her friends...

The party started a bit slow...coz most people started to come after 3...
Tu yang da pukul 2 lebih baru tuan rumahnye nak mandi bersiap...
Late for your own party... hmm..

Pukul 5 pagi aku dah bangun...
tapi sorg2 text kate lepas pukul 2 baru nak dtg... dalam pukul 9 lebih baru aku start menggoreng ape yg patut, lepas decorate dewan dengan Qis...

Im actually proud of myself that I managed to pull it off... coz Im not good with anything that involves massive cookings....
Alhamdulillah... this time adik beradik daddy datang x payah tolong aku masak... semua dah ready... :p
hahaha

Here's the birthday boy...
orang nyanyi happy birthday, dia bagi muka gangster plak... :p

Ohh here's the cake... comel kan the tiny cars?


Ni Qaiser potong ayam dengan tok ma...
Tok ma dah berhajat katenye...


I appreciate those who made an effort to come and made the party great...
Thank you!

XoXo 



9 January 2014 - Throw back??

I did this refashion a couple of weeks ago...
The yellow shirt belongs to Arwah Tok Ba...
After he passed away, Daddy took some of his clothes and wear them...

This one somehow got ripped at the back...
Being me, sayang nak buang. I immediately saw an opportunity to refashion it.

I think refashioning is so much easier than sewing from scratch.
When I refashion, there will be some parts where I dont need to serge the hem cause well, it's already done! :P

So I turned the yellow shirt into a tivy shirt for Qaiser...
And I made a cute little applique elephant (which I didnt sew, I use Heat n Bond - Ultra so I just need to iron it.. no sewing required)

And voila... a new shirt for Qaiser...


But now he didnt want to wear it and he kept saying 'Tak nak... ini Daddy punya...' 'No...the shirt is Daddy's'
-_-'

Itching to sew but I'm out of material and havent had the chance to visit my favourite thrift shop...(sigh)

Till then,

XoXo

6 January 2014 - I'm so excited!


Tak plan pun... Last Sunday tetiba tanya Daddy kalau dia nak buat birthday party untuk Qaiser...
Dulu Qis's first birthday pun kitorg buat masa dia turned 3...
Adala celebrate dgn family... but not really a party...
In 6 days, there will be so much to do and I know it's going to be tiring and hectic...
But I dont know why Im so excited...!

I hope it will go smoothly as planned..
InsyaAllah

XoXo



5 January 2014 - First sewing project of 2014

Aku beli dress ni kat bundle shop Ampang Water Front dah lama...
Initially I wanted to turn it into a long sleeve blouse...
But when I started working on it yesterday I just couldnt wait to finish it...
So I decided to ditch the sleeves...

I love the tiny polkadots and the round neck...
I changed the buttons coz the old ones were dark and boring...
The new buttons does light up the blouse a bit...
Sebenarnya tangan ni gatal je nak menjahit...
I have a feeling that Im gonna wear this blouse quite often...♥
Total cost : RM5
:D



What's next?
Out of materials...heading to the bundle shop soon...

xOXO


2 January 2014 - New year and first day of school

Our new year celebration was just so-so...
We had to go to Puncak Rimba again... uncle held a new year function...
there was some fireworks but it was not as massive as the one in KLCC I imagine...
And then we had to spend the whole 1st January till evening...
too much of nature for me... -_-'

Today is the first day of school for Qistina...
It feels just like yesterday I sent her to standard 1...
that was in 2011...
Today she is in standard 4...
I dont even realize that she has lost her baby fats...



My doa is always with you anak...
Do your best! :)

By the way what's your new year's resolution...?

XoXo