Feb 7, 2011 - Special message for someone dead...

Sebelum tu, Alhamdulillah both Qis and Qaiser sihat...
Day 24... 20 more days of confinement to go!
Cuti tahun baru cina Daddy bawak gi rest kat rumah Tok Ma...
Memang aman! ;P

Here's a special message for someone who was special but now dead to me...:
If u think what I'm doing is easy...
if u think what I'm doing is wrong, u're always welcome to take the responsibility!
If u just wanna talk crap, then feel free to talk to MY ASS!

Macammana rasa bila kita jaga mak bapak kita,
Susah senang sendiri,
Tiba² orang kata kita buat diorang macam orang gaji...!
Kecik hati tak?
Tawar hati nak jaga tak?

Yes, tapi ape lagi yang boleh kita buat?
Because as the eldest, it's my responsibility to take care of them...
I have eyes and a working brain to see that my other sibling is struggling enough already with her life...
And for doing this I have been sooo blessed in life that even when we don't have a cent in our pocket, we never starve.
And we never have to go and beg for sympathy from other people, stranger, friends, even 'families' etc etc.

And I have been insulted just because I ask her to look after her 'sick' mom for 1 freaking day.

God, kalau ape yang aku buat selama ni adalah salah, hukum lah aku, berilah aku petunjuk untuk membetulkannya...
Amin.

2 comments:

nurulhudaresad said...

semoga niat ikhlas akan dibalas dengan seribu rahmat....kalo tidak di "sini"....."di sana" nanti....be strong ok....

Hanie Ly said...

tenkiu nurul... ;)